dear peanut butter,

i don't like arguing with you. i said "fine goodnight" because i disappointed you had to get off but you had to because you needed to sleep. that's all. i'm doing ok. it isn't a reflection of my state of being (not that what i just wrote makes sense).

we seems to argue more when we're not together. i know we can get through this time of being apart, we just need to work at it more. we're going to be so tired.

i don't know whether you're going to appreciate this entry or totally hate me for it but i love you so much and i miss you so much. i just wish i could be in your arms right now drifting off to sleep. that's all. i just want to be with you.

i'll write again later.

love,
chocolate cup.

(time: 6:01AM)