the other day i was covering the fitting room for about 15 mins and i wanted to pick up the phone and call you so badly. it's hard not being able to just call you whenever i want. it would be ok if i added that $30 long distance pack to my account but i don't want to spend $55 dollars a month on the phone and skype works just as well.

while i'm working i want to text you to see what you're doing but you said it costs to much so i don't. i think about you all the time. i miss you so much.

today i actually hung out with people. it felt alright but you were on my mind the whole time. i kind thought that you were home and i had to rush home to be with you but then i would remember you're in san fransisco and that there was no hurry. this kind of makes me sad.

i want to come home see you're smiling face. i want to see your face when you ask me how my day was. i want to hug you and kiss you. i want to lie in your arms before i go to sleep. i want to wake up and see you there, still sleeping. i want to cook you lunch and then wake you up to eat.

god i want a lot of things but i can't have these things.

i hope we can be together (physically) soon. i love you so much.

love,

chocolate cup.